not here anymore

Saturday, September 20, 2003

whoosh, today's bball session was how fun! and so many ppl turned up..8 of us.. damn fun.. played like 3 hours straight..game after game..haha my man of the match has gotta be donald..for getting like 3 game-winners.. chiam was on fire too.. interesting.. enjoyed myself.. everyone seems to have improved.. which is good. but still we need to improve lots lots more to have a chance of doing reasonably well next year.. hmm can't wait for promos to be over then can play friendlys.. yeah..

oh well, progress was slow today.. 'mugging' at macs after bball din help.. not when we spent most of the time talking.. was distracting myself too lah... haha, but that manager in macs is damn nice.. like the few of us went to guess those type of how many coins in the bottle game.. we were close.. correct answer was 206, we guessed till 208.. haha, but he still gave us 7 ice-cream cones.. fun.

oh well.. can't see how i can keep up with late-night mugging.. but its still fine.. just that tonight will be early..need sleep.

oops..

Thursday, September 18, 2003

sigh, why? you ah.. hey ppl, take care... don stress yourselves out over bloody promos.. ok, can't seem o et into the mugging mode like before.. meaning for like o's last time.. damn. better get something done.. but hard. hmm, i realise that these days all i'm saying is promos promos promos.. screw lah..

hmm felt kinda cold in school today.. almost the whole day..esp the start and end.. urgh. hope i don't fall sick.. it'll be real crap..

hum ji..

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

training today was good.. though cut short by the rain.. 4-on-4 after training was even more fun though it was more like sliding around.. haha. oh well, i am made to realise that promos is damn bloody close. 3 weeks odd.. oh man.. so much to do..

i really dunno... wat is on.. shit. God help me.. its kinda i really don't know.. damn, it just confuses me.. it's a different type of being lost as last time.. this time it really i.. will get it sorted out after promos.. it's like high low..or maybe it's really just me.. i really dunnoe.

intensive mugging is on.

Tuesday, September 16, 2003

"It was here all along. I was looking all over for it."
isn't it always like that? oh well.. spent my night thinking.. about everything.. screw work. man.. will one night make a huge difference? hope not.. arrgh, kinda blur and sleepy now.. don't know how i'm gonna get through school tomorrow.. bio wrote a few lines, gp application question still not done.. omg, how? will try make time tmr.. hmm, try? do i have a choice? arrgh.. will go sleep and think more..

by the way, carlyn lee is a bitch.. can't believe it when she went around with a ruler screwing girls for short skirts.. like screw off lah.. noting better to do go lick the toilets ok.. no wait, that would make the toilets stink more.. ok, she should just go away and not make life miserable..

i hate paper cuts.. they are damn itchy..

Monday, September 15, 2003


talk about repitition..


hahaha..

oh well, how do i seem? hmm. should care more.. just a bit caught up with stuff now.. mind on too many things.. more consistency please... what do you expect man? i always can't wait for tomorrow to come.. like well.. shit, im confused. come on leh, not again.. get something going..

oh well, must say staying back to mug is hmm.. at least it's definitely better than mugging at home i'm quite sure.. but can't seem to concentrate.. hope it's only today.. first day after hols you see.. the promos are really weighing on my mind. just so much to do. the stress. help each other yah.. it's really like urgh.. fricking can't stand it lorh.

God bless!

Sunday, September 14, 2003

been around these few days.. went m'sia for one night.. did nothing there.. tried to mug something..always trying.. sigh. not always succeeding though.. like i have half an essay to go.. and one more to re-write.. and half a compre.. damn, forgot about it.. only remembered about the gp work yesterday while sleeping i think.. sheesh. what a nightmare.. but luckily i remembered.. don want to die first day of term.. damn, which reminds me once again promos are too darn close.. ok won't think about it.. but is that possible? rj is damn stress.. everyone mugs lor.. but ok, it's kinda expected lah.. i accept it as well.. but it gets frustrating sometimes.. damn, just realised i haven't touched any tutorial for any subject this hols.. damn damn damn. oh shit.. what have i been doing? man, hope what i did last term can carry me through some tutorials first.. then lotsa catch-up to do.. damn, how did i forget all about the existence of tuorials? damn damn..

sore throat coming.. expected since i've been stuffing myself with all that heaty food. but then again, during hols you do two things.. eat and mug. oh well.. i hate sore throats..